I do not fall into a different place,

not better or worse,

not the same.

I am no longer wish,

nor long for,

nor betray,

or hate,

nothing within my heart is one sided,

though things are still missing.

I love you all,

my friends past and present,

I am not without you; even now.

Your eyes and souls guide me,

though your minds will always befuddle me,

only because I am different than you.

I am born with all,

in mind; in soul; though never in heart.

I am with the sadness and the love,

but never the acceptance.

I have found it now,

so early.

I am one of no others found.

I am to be first of the only.

I am continuous,

I am to move on,

I am to remember all,

while you who would choose would forget,

for that is for you all.

There is no more for me now,

there is nothing left beyond this point,

this is not an explanation,

more so of placation,

I am to put things into order,

for all is disarray.

Lost, lost. lost to all time,

my pace sets no cause for my ending.

I am power of ages,

and I am son of end,

I am traveler of souls,

I am magician,

steel,

fire,

wind,

and water.

I am man of hand and foot,

I am tongue and mind.

My mind and body are void.

Forever am I,

wonderer and enemy to all

I am infinite,

I am forget,

forget what you thought,

for you knew me not,

nothing is real without me

doubt is all you know.

just forget me,

for that is what being humans are.

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