Never Fall




Manifested derangement,

perfect entertainment,

Pondered upon a broken thought

squeezed through the ends of mine,

backward sought thrones

looked for the lower tones,

couldn't know what was in store,

jump upon the cracked boards

flew higher than before.


Gone out on a limb

fallen down more than known

housed in plastic wrap

a drain showered through love.

This won't make sense until you've been there.


Shoving a glass in desperation,

cupboard full of plasticware,

seeing through to the other side

knowing standing out from where to hide,

suicide drawn in chalk

outsides insides where you walk

deepened perimeter check

finding your life is in a wreck.

Three quarters sawn in half,

enough to make you laugh,

crying in the bath.

Showers off the pain,

sobbing at the rain.

Empty for the end,

sadness before the friend.

Going off into infinity,

staring down your sanity,

clinging on the ledge you broke,

sleeping for tomorrows hope.


You would find the end,

killing off your friends,

alone in deaths decay,

delusions as you may,

you couldn't know the pain

crossing the line into sane.


Slaughtered abyss of youth

couldn't know the truth,

found dead in the beginning,

never to die in the end.


Joined with the future,

tied into the past,

unreal to the last,

going much too fast,

stopping ill-achieved,

finding life so at peace.


Puctuating my foundations,

never seeing my real vocations.

I could only hope to see it all,

just before I never fall.

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