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Never Fall Manifested derangement, perfect entertainment, Pondered upon a broken thought squeezed through the ends of mine, backward sought thrones looked for the lower tones, couldn't know what was in store, jump upon the cracked boards flew higher than before. Gone out on a limb fallen down more than known housed in plastic wrap a drain showered through love. This won't make sense until you've been there. Shoving a glass in desperation, cupboard full of plasticware, seeing through to the other side knowing standing out from where to hide, suicide drawn in chalk outsides insides where you walk deepened perimeter check finding your life is in a wreck. Three quarters sawn in half, enough to make you laugh, crying in the bath. Showers off the pain, sobbing at the rain. Empty for the end, sadness before the friend. Going off into infinity, staring down your sanity, clinging on the ledge you broke, sleeping for tomorrows hope. You would find the end, killing off your friends, alone in deaths decay, delusions as you may, you couldn't know the pain crossing the line into sane. Slaughtered abyss of youth couldn't know the truth, found dead in the beginning, never to die in the end. Joined with the future, tied into the past, unreal to the last, going much too fast, stopping ill-achieved, finding life so at peace. Puctuating my foundations, never seeing my real vocations. I could only hope to see it all, just before I never fall. |