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forget I am to be released soon, beyond your understanding. I am to let go from all, no misreading on your parts, not anymore. I am to be end, the first to fall, the first to understand all. I am traveled far beyond, not with aid of any form. Not with anything but the journey left behind. I will forget this world, such is my fate, such is that of who accepts it all. With my eyes and heart and mind, I have read you, within you, and I have seen you all in me. I have chosen now, to meet my fate before me, to find the only two things I have not journeyed. I am you through me, understanding of you each. Such love I wished only to find within myself, but it is lost. There is one alone who could save me, and there is no reason for my fate to allow that. I brought this upon myself, I have accepted this and others, my downfalls; my indecencies. These are why and why alone I am; beyond this. I don't ask for rebirth. I ask for justifacation, nothing is clean. I have accepted this. My bodies death is something that would not, within anyones lifetime, have come. I am not without my mind in anything, if anything it is because of my life and knowledge that I can do this with honesty, sincerity, not out of sadness, not through love or hate. I am happy for you all, your triumphs, your falls, your loves and hates, they are all apart of you, my brothers and sisters. |